darling, relax, you're doing everything fine... just keep posting and you move up in years, you're fine, it took me nearly four months to become a fourth year. and as for the rpg, just join one, go into one, put up a fake profile, or a real one, it doesn't matter, and just play along... it's quite simple, just breath ina dn out and count to ten and you'll be fine... relax,
if you need anything else, just private message me, i'm more than willig to help.
good luck,
Hermione Lewis